Tuesday, April 12, 2011

just do it



Thursday, October 7, 2010

my rantings: Disturbed

my rantings: Disturbed


I am really upset about all of these teen suicides i have been hearing about, like its not hard enough to be a teen but top it off with being bullied because your gay or just different thats wrong.
I want people out there who feel the same way as i do to raise awareness about this and make it known that these young teens do not have to feel like suicide is their only way out, there are people to help and there is more support than you realize if you just reach out and talk about it.
I for one will listen and not judge you and help you through these problems.
Love is louder is an organization that is already raising awareness of this and you can look them up on the web also on facebook. Another great organization is the Trevor project they are to help you 24 hrs a day online and on the phone. To reach the Trevor Lifeline, call 866-4-U-TREVOR.

please help me end this hate and spread the love anyone who happens upon my blog please send it along and let people know that suicide is not their only option.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

The One Flaw In Women

The One Flaw In Women

By the time the Lord made woman,

He was into his sixth day of

working overtime.

An angel appeared and said,

"Why are you spending so much

time on this one?"

And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?

She has to be completely washable,

but not plastic,

have over 200 movable parts,

all replaceable

and able to run on diet coke and leftovers,

have a lap that can hold

four children at one time,

have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart

-and she will do everything

with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements.

"Only two hands!? No way!

And that's just on the standard model?

That's too much work for one day.

Wait until tomorrow to finish."

"But I won't," the Lord protested.

"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.

She already heals herself when she is sick

AND can work 18 hour days."

The angel moved closer and touched the woman.

"But you have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed,

"but I have also made her tough.

You have no idea what she

can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.

The Lord replied,

"Not only will she be able to think,

she will be able to reason and negotiate."

The angel then noticed something,

and reaching out, touched

the woman's cheek.

"Oops, it looks like you have

a leak in this model.

I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak,"

the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow,

her pain, her disappointment,

her love, her loneliness, her grief

and her pride."

The angel was impressed.

"You are a genius, Lord.

You thought of everything!

Woman is truly amazing."

And she is!

Women have strengths that amaze men.

They bear hardships and

they carry burdens,

but they hold happiness,

love and joy.

They smile when they want to scream.

They sing when they want to cry.

They cry when they are happy

and laugh when they are nervous.

They fight for what they believe in.

They stand up to injustice.

They don't take "no" for an answer

when they believe there is a better solution.

They go without so their family can have.

They go to the doctor with

a frightened friend.

They love unconditionally.

They cry when their children excel

and cheer when their friends get awards.

They are happy when they hear about

a birth or a wedding.

Their hearts break when a friend dies.

They grieve at the loss of a family member,

yet they are strong when they

think there is no strength left.

They know that a hug and a kiss

can heal a broken heart.

Women come in all shapes,

sizes and colors.

They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you

to show how much they care about you.

The heart of a woman is what

makes the world keep turning.

They bring joy, hope and love.

They have compassion and ideals.

They give moral support to

their family and friends.

Women have vital things to say

and everything to give .





Wednesday, July 28, 2010


Okay People as I obviously see none of you have missed me :( that's okay though cause I'm back regardless, right now I am bored and I don't feel too well.

Alright really I am going to put this up and see what happens here are some links because well these are places you need to know about and come see.



that first one is me and the second is my girl yall should definitely come make an account and follow us and watch if this is all messed up in text then i will have to edit but cant cause i cant see past this damn ad that wont go away.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

OMG! Attention fans of Twilight..

Am I going to have to start a riot group of twilighter's in the near future?
first off i just read this story on yahoo that possibly Ashley Greene and Kelan Lutz are maybe demanding a higher pay for Breaking Dawn and Summit Entertainment says no its rumored that they may possibly recast..hello? um if you get rid of two characters that have been there for all three movies and that people fell in love with you are going to have a problem on your hands from the fans, no one wants a new Alice or Emmet..I know this much we may just have to boycott the last movie if this happens to prove a point..even before its done filming because i personally think they all deserve a pay raise! So here it is Summit i think you are going to have a MAJOR CATASTROPHE on your hands if you do this!

Anyone who reads this please tell me what you think.

This is the official story:

As "Twi-hards" await an official confirmation on whether or not the saga's final chapter, "Breaking Dawn," will be split into two films, a new report suggests it's all a done deal - if the studio could just get some of the stars to agree on financial terms.

According to The Hollywood Reporter, Summit Entertainment is close to sealing the deal to split the fourth novel in Stephenie Meyer's vampire saga into two movies.
However, while deals with the big three actors - Robert Pattinson , Kristen Stewart and Taylor Lautner - are all close to being final, and deals for movie dads Peter Facinelli (Carlisle Cullen) and Billy Burke (Charlie Swan) are already done, it's some of Facinelli's on-screen kids who could be causing the hold up.

Kellan Lutz and Ashley Greene - who play Emmet and Alice Cullen, respectively - are reportedly seeking a bigger payday for the final installment in the series, and according to The Hollywood Reporter's THR, Esq. blog, Summit is reportedly not willing to budge.

"We may have a situation where one of them is thrown out on the street to make a point," a source close to the situation told the trade.

Entertainment Weekly also reported the salary dispute.

A manager for Greene had "no comment" on the story when contacted by Access Hollywood, while a rep for Lutz was not immediately available for comment.

When contacted by Access Hollywood, a spokesperson for Summit said it was still undecided if "Breaking Dawn" would be one or two movies.

"That has not been determined yet," the spokesperson told Access.

However, if there are indeed negotiations going on between the Cullen kids and the studio, Lutz and Greene may want to proceed with caution, as Summit has shown before that it's willing to recast mid-series.

The upcoming third installment, "Eclipse," which hits theaters on June 30, will star Bryce Dallas Howard as vampire Victoria, after Rachelle Lefevre was replaced after the first two chapters following a scheduling conflict.

"This thing is gonna be two movies," another source told The Hollywood Reporter. "With or without the cast intact."

As previously reported on AccessHollywood.com, whether it's one film or not, "Breaking Dawn" will hit theaters on November 18, 2011, with director Bill Condon at the helm.

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

for you

I do not have a lot of followers but i hope that when u all see this new blog you will read and comment.

I was inspired to write this mainly by one woman her name is Heather Spohr and i have been reading her blog for quite sometime now and i honestly am not sure how she keeps on going but its that kind of strength that inspires me to keep going everyday with the little meaningless things i do.

Heather and her husband Mike as well as their entire family lost their dearest little Madeline last year,she was only 17 months old. Though like many others i did not know this beautiful little girl i just heard about her through a friend of mine and i immediately started reading her mommy's blog and became entangled in her musings of their lives, I know from reading about her that Madeline was a fighter and a star in the making and she found a friend in everyone.

I was thinking today as i read Heather's blog and could see as well as feel the love pouring from each word that even though this was a terrible tragedy and injustice on this world that I've learned a lesson and i hope many others have as well this little angel was born prematurely and had to fight to live when she was first born and then again before sadly she passed away and here we are with our little annoyances or whatever so called drama complaining making it seem like our lives are just over because something didnt go just right for us and yeah i know that life is hard sometimes but its not that hard. take a step back and think of all the things you have to be thankful for each individual little thing that you may take for granted like children you just assume that they are always going to be there because no one likes to think that something could happen to them so we just live in our idealistic little world but we shouldnt we should cherish every moment we have with them or whoever and always make sure they know you love them dont ever make someone feel worthless even if you do it and then write it off as oh they knew i was in a bad mood it'll be okay tomorrow, but what if there is no tomorrow's for them? that is a regret you will have to live with for the rest of your lives, also stop complaining about these little things that are really nothing because in the greater scheme of things you know they arent, anyways i may not have used the right words or well it may not sound so but i have learned a great lesson and i will watch my actions and words more carefully from now on.

Dearest Heather,
If by chance you should ever read this know that i am terribly sorry for your loss and even sorrier that i havent told you this before, I wish you nothing but the best in life even though i know a part of your life will always be incomplete, Annie is gorgeous and I am so glad that you were given this precious little gift. also your letter to Maddie was most beautiful and as i see it though i do not know you, you always will be the best mommy to both of your beautiful girls.